Yo i'm feeling mixed. and no i didn't enter a blender.
Hmm got alot of things to say since the last time i blogged was eh, a few days ago. There was squash camp from mon to today. On mon, we did drills. On tues, had muscleache but we did even more drills. Today was really really slack cause the juniors had their inter-group competition and we just slacked and played bridge :D
Bathed, then went for squash buffet. So this is the LAST formal farewell for us, there's only chalet left. Ehhhhhhh.
I'm feeling so mixed. Yeah Nanyang Squash, thank you very very much. I don't think i'll be able to express how i really feel deep down. But i know i really really love you guys alot. Without every single one of you, i wouldn't have come this far and i wouldn't have survived.
You all really gave me very good memories to look back on, a team i will never ever forget. Thank you for giving me the chance to grow in so many aspects, for challenging me and for making me stronger. YEAH I KNOW THAT SOUNDS VERY CLICHED BUT ITS TRUE LA. Let me emo abit can?!
Okay so i didn't get to say all these during the debrief cause i lack emotion control and started crying like shit. But i really thank every single one of you from the bottom of my heart. I hope that all of you will continue to work hard, train hard and not let coach, mrs heng or any of your teammates down. Learn to work as a team and get along well with each other no matter what, that's what teammates are for. Work hard for nationals next year and no matter what, i know you guys will shine. dammitzzzzzzz i need emotions management lessons. !!!!!!!!!!!! words cant describe this. )*#)(@*#)(* ROARZZZZZZZZ.
Thank you coach for everything you have given me. You've taught me so much and you were really my pillar of strength during tough times. You never gave up and you never looked down on us. You're the person i'll really call my coach. Thank you coach.
When we were discussing the captains this morning i started reflecting on myself. Thanks for letting me grow in this way. I may not have been perfect, but i know i tried. I know there were so many times i did not really do all i can as a captain, but really thanks to you all that i pulled through. Thanks to my sec4 teammates. Thanks chinyun, for always helping me and being my 'nagger' hahah. We've shared so much together and remember 27th Jan!!! i will miss you guys.
I'm making myself emo. Okayzzzzzzzzz. Watching movie with woonz and teemonialz tmr. Mo gong/ ahgong/ touch my ahgong hahahahah! :D
i'm sure it'll be nice! and then rushing off to crash GRAD! ahahah. i can just feel the happiness i'll feel tmr. but on fri, sigh.




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gomenasai.

:)
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