hello. i really woke up at 1pm today. was telling a classmate that i'll wake up at 1pm if we dont go to hwachong in the morning to play bball/squash/soccer. so it happened :) hmm slept quite late or rather early. was trying very hard to do econs until my whole head was filled with econs and the qn about turkey/h5n1 flu virus. i even asked mr low about it online hahah.
and the ironic thing is today went out with my family, and for once at such a super early stage, we went to the tour agency! omg and we decided to go to turkey! :D
when my family asked me if i wanted to go there i was like, there's avian flu. AHHH POST ECONS SYNDROME HAHAHA. and my bro went, "what has it got to do with us going there?!"
hahah quote econs qn: "how can a tour agency in Turkey tat is affected by the h5n1 bird flu threat make use of the concepts of demand elasticity to boost its business?" whoa sian ji bua.
yup so yay im really excited about going to turkey!! SO FUN! shall ask carol more about it since she went there last christmas :) gonna go during 1st two weeks of june hols i dont care if i have anything on alrdy i'll play hard during that time :D mug hard play hard!
yup still got alot of work left leh sigh haha too lazy to start. hmm ohwell start of term 2 tmr. wearing hwachong uniform. my cousin thinks its super ugly -.-

anw tmrs also the start of nationals! for squash bdiv, cdiv on tues. ohman i can still recall that kind of feeling before nationals. it always starts immediately after march hols. yeah that.. excitement, tension, anxiety and even responsibility to do well. i miss that kind of feeling.
theres fear about how well we'll perform, but at the same time joy because you know you'll try hard. and that kind of team spirit and love you'll have for ur team. Nanyang Squash :)
oh and last year on this day, i remember myself crying like there's no tomorrow. fell sick one/ two days before nationals and i was.............. :'( non stop.
my fever hit like 40 degrees cause i couldnt stop crying. and i started mass smsing squashers and coach and i felt damn bad. but of course they only told me to take care and not worry which made me feel worse. sigh that was such a horrible feeling. didnt go to sch on mon, ended up i went to yck to support the juniors. and on my way there i started crying non stop like shit and rmbr ms yeo smsed me and asked me if i was okay. i just replied 'no im not i feel horrible'. she told me that we must believe that some things happen for the better, and that there's someone out there in control. :)
tues went back to sch and i still cldnt stop crying hahah my tear glands can be very very active. yup so after a few days think i got better, only played for the ff and rg match. well alot of pressure and stuff.. doraemon was having nationals too, and we just kept encouraging each other. it was good to have my doraemon around :D
ang ang ang! haha we were talking crap online last night about running away because we were so stressed and emo and we decided to go to singapore river/ sentosa/ the dead sea. and bring sebastian the crab/ crap along. )@(*#)(*@# so lame hahah.

ohwell. all the best juniors for nationals! i know how much it means to all of you. i'll try gng down tmr to support :) i love you guys and coach! all the best Ny Squash. Whether win or lose, to me you'll always be the best.

:)
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