am still sick :( missed the match ytd, went to doct. got 1week mc. ah been very sleepy because of the flu. the medicine makes me drowsy and it is super, super bitter. alot of people around me have been sick these few days. get well soon my dear classmates/ schoolmates! seems to be some gigantic flu bug going around nowadays. fight the virus :)
met Dear Daniel on the bus today. hmm.. haven't seen him in a long while. throughout the bus journey, we spoke to each other barely half the time. which is sad. "friendship is not the natural cause of things". relationships are not the natural cause of things. once we lose touch with someone and don't bother trying to catch up, we may just lose a friend for life.
I guess i know that ten years down the road, the people i see everyday now like my classmates will be strangers to me. people with whom i once shared the beautiful memories i will leave behind in Hwachong will just be passers-by in no time to come. but i sure hope that there will be a handful who i still often catch up with, who will be my friends for life :)
it felt awkward on the bus, we haven't seen each other for only a few months. we once shared many things, the same birthday.. told each other lame jokes but just now it just felt weird. like the connection was broken and we really had nothing to say to each other. i guess i prefer quiet bus rides when i'm in my own world with the headset plugged in my ears. i need alot of time to myself :) which is good, and bad i guess. i just like to waste time thinking about random stuff like life and listen to my songs.
well, i hope several years down the road you won't be someone i bump into on the streets or on the bus who i'll just wave and smile fakely to. i hope you'll be someone i really remember and we'll sit down and chat about the memories we share :)
ganbatte!

ten years down the road, will we just be strangers

:)
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