Went out with my family today, halfway through i felt quite giddy. And very mood swingy. what's wrong with me and my unbalanced hormones. Sigh.. got irritated by some sms. I can hear Mr. Monday Blues knocking on my door alrdy. imy :(

And i'm still feeling sick. seems like my immune system is not that strong afterall.
On a happier note, tungx jonathan yingli sam were at sam's house doing pw today. and i talked to them online/ through sam's webcam. i was laughing at them and they looked so cute! my dear 74s make me happy.

I guess i've been thinking too much. My flu virus has kinda gotten into my synapse or something causing me to have weird connections ._. thinking about life love relationships friendship family.. one of my grandaunties passed away this morning. And that just made me think about life and death..
I guess everyday someone in this world experiences the joy of life, the pain of death. To some, today is a beautiful sunny happy day but to some, it's an emo sad painful one. It's just happening every minute, every second. And i don't know how to react. Isn't this just life.

Well sometimes i think of the tears i shed because of something/ someone. and i wonder if that person didn't appear or i never learnt of that thing.. maybe it would be less painful. But then neither would i have felt the joy it brought.

Carl Jung:
There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.

Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to And when the stars fall I will lie awake You're my shooting star.

:)
4:12 PM