Saturday, June 16, 2007
12 things for 12 people, from shanti.1) thank you. you were always there, always my pillar of support. through those tiring years and days you kept me going. you were the reason why i stayed on and continued to fulfill my responsibilities. and you taught me much more than others would have - about life, and how winning isn't everything. you're always laughing and smiling it off, deep down i hope you're really happy and you know how much we love you.
2) i don't understand you half the time, i always blame you for some things that i have. sometimes i think you failed in life, but then, you're just you. and i know how much effort you put into the things you do even though it means sacrificing our time. i don't know if i should blame you or thank you for that. but at the end of it all, i know i just have to say thank you.
3) those tears that i shed one day before chinese Os, i'll never forget. we're so much more different than how others are. it's such a love-hate relationship isn't it, i know you love me, and i'm sorry when i always vented my anger and angst unnecessarily. yet you always pardon me? and though we're so near yet so far, without you i wouldn't be here.
4) you're one of the people i love the most :) if you'd ever leave, i don't know what would happen.
5) you are unique in your own way, and though we always treat you quite badly, i know you know that deep down in us there's a softer, truer side.
6) all my life, you were there. from changing diapers to driving me to school. without you, life will still go on. i know it will. but it'd be worse.
7) i have such mixed feelings. we always laugh out loud, do much together, and i hope that we really know each other's souls the way we appear to. sometimes i get jealous for other stupid reasons, i'm sorry. i want to be a good friend, and care genuinely. maybe it's more of me than you. but anyway, you've been a nice friend.
8) sorry that i always get weird and cranky and vent my weird emotions on you. i know we're very different people, yet we're alike in some ways. but whatever it is, i hope you'll succeed, and be happy.
9) i don't know why i trust you so much. even though some things have happened, i still kind of do. well you make me laugh alot, and i thank you for that. even though sometimes it really annoys me, well i guess it's just part of it all. just stop psychoing me into doing things i'm so hesitant about. if anything bad happens i'm gonna blame you haha.
10) i'm fickle i know. you always bring a smile to my face. just thinking of you makes me either really sad or happy. if you told me i might tell you the truth. but then i don't think you will, and i'm so uncertain about some things. sometimes i imagine, the better and worse, i got no idea. guess time will tell everything, and hopefully it'll show us both a happy ending.
11) i care about you, and i hope you won't be emo so often. i know some things have happened, just let it go pass. i know you're enjoying the time of your life now, i'm sure you're smiling like crazy to yourself. just keep it going that way.
12) you were the one i loved, the one thing that i tried to hold onto. now we're both on different tracks, i hope you'll be happy. thanks for being there. i know you're just a call or sms away.
sorry but i have a 13) you're a very very special friend to me :) i really hope you'll be happy, just the way you are with your loud and lovable character.
i think i'm vague. but that shouldn't be a bad thing here.
now there's one more, so much uncertainties, doubts.
