hmm. recently found out some stuff, that didn't turn out to be nice. it sucks to know that people around you aren't really what they seem to be. there's so much more than meets the eye. i really don't know what to make of it.. some kind of politics? thinking that you're better and looking down on even the friend who's closest to you? i don't quite get it.
but i guess life's like this, we'll all be exposed to such stuff sooner or later. i wonder if i'll become like that one day too. or maybe i've already been. i hope i'll still keep a part of me that's real. not like how.. sigh. i don't know how to view you now, after knowing the kind of things that you actually said and thought about.
no matter how reality bangs us hard on our head, do stay true to yourself okay :)
just now i was randomly looking through some channels, and i came to Nickelodeon, Spongebob Squarepants. so anw the main thing abt the story is, spongebob was trying to fly with his new pair of pants that can like inflate and help him fly. he wanted to fly everywhere, but then he failed. in the end he came to Jellyfish Land, crying. but while he was sobbing he suddenly realised he was flying cause his Jellyfish friends came together to lift him up. Spongebob: "thank you jellyfish, you taught me a valuable lesson" awwww. :)
i guess there's more to life than just results, positions, ranks in your cca or class, power, selfishness, hatred. there's so much more room for friendship, love and care.

i'll be there for you, when the rain starts to pour.
i'll be there for you, like i've been there before.

:)
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