I lay in bed last night, for damn long. 4 hours, till i fell asleep at 2am, just there thinking thinking thinking. did 100 crunches at 1am haha abs abs.
My mind was whirling please, with a million thoughts. it was a rollercoaster ride of emotions.. and so many things were running through my screwed up tired mind at one go.
But that 4 hours of thinking didn't go to waste, even though i was damn shit tired this morning during training cos i had to wake up at 7am :( and at 11.30pm stupid pw friend of mine (aka lesbian) called to ask if i wanted to swim with him and sam today HAHA i don't think so manz, i'm so tired now, maybe during chalet :)

okay back to the topic, i think this small little mind of mine straightened so many things out, sorted out some stuff, and i guess i'm happier. i lay in bed at 1am thinking, i have an amazing ability to cheer myself up. don't worry, things will be fine, i'll make sure they'll be! i just need to clear some stuff, and i think we'll be able to get through yo :)

thanks alot friends you all are the best, i wouldn't trade anything in the world for you all <3
talking to two dragons (enLONG liLONG) online now, my friends are so funny and suckers i'm gonna pour water on you! and i'm sorry, go eat maggi mee haha ASSES.

class chalet tmr ahhh i'm going to be such a happy sucker for the next 3 days i know i know i know haha can't wait for mahjong, and the best company. 74s always make me feel so much better, maybe i should do stupid things like bring my facial mask to hongshen's house and force the guys to do facial with me HAHAHA THAT'S DAMN EXCITING.

:)
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