I'll let go
Or at least, i'm letting.

I want to be happier.
Not that i'm not, just that 80% probably is, but there's that 20% that's still, trying :)

Nanyang Squash, now and forever.
Love my teammates, love my juniors, love coach, love the sport, love the memories. Loved talking to them last night, it really felt so so good.. like going back and sharing what we always shared.
There are some things that are shared between people that can never be taken away from them. And i know that whoever i may grow up to be, there will always be a part of me that will stay with NySquash. There will always be a part of us that will be with NySquash, and nobody can take that away :)
Through it all; One team; One Nanyang Squash






Now (by the way LOOK AT THAT PARROT! it belongs to coach and its name is tomachen :D:D)


And back then

Love both :)

Had a super tiring morning workout today with cy, which almost caused me to vomit out the dumpling i had for breakfast HAHA. then off to queensway, the place i always meet :x people. bought shin guards and shorts, when i was supposed to get white socks (to prevent getting caught next year :D) and shoes (AGAIN, THE THIRD NEW PAIR HAHAHA) (because my adidas sole came off today after our very efficient morning workout haha).

new year dinner with my famz tmr :) studying with dd :) out with assassass :) cleared my room of SO MUCH CLUTTER it's amazing i even had so much in the first place :) clearing my brain of clutter :) clearing my mind of cluttered thoughts of you :)

I looked back at what we used to share, and i still laughed. Suddenly i remember how it felt. That feeling so near.. but too distant.


hahahahaha love you guys!

Xian: i diu le xin shang de yi li shi tou
Xian: haha whatever that means
Jtbh: is luo xia xin zhong da shi lah
Xian: whoaaa fine csc student

haha ITS THE SAME MEANING, but yeah i know you know what i mean! JTBH :)

:)
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