Let me talk about ystd first, it was imba fun man the orientation night :)
i think 74 family seriously rockssss you know i loved my class sooooo much last night i felt so lucky to be in this class where i'm comfortable with everyone and where i can do anything without being judged. LOVE YOU 74 :):)
the juniors were damn nice, treated us to pizza, but that was because we supported them LIKE CRAZY during their performance hahaha we were so high and noisy pls. WE ARE SO ZI HIGH hahaha thats why i love us!
and the 06s74 seniors came back too, and they told us that we should still play now while we can hahaha and so I SHALL PLAY FIRST :)
during the singing/ dancing/ campfire ball thing in the central plaza, WE GOT DAMN HIGH singing and jumping and hopping and kicking around haha it was so funnnnnn. andand while watching the fac items we were damn enthu too hahaha. enloong came and we had a very very fun time niaoing people and faculties HAHAHA sucker, and sam was so funny too "congratulations" HAHAHAHA suckerrrrr. and btw we finally exchanged back our bags haha.

Jumpstart














We were all supposed to say SEVEN FOUR but i think im the only one hahaha














Niceee














the hwachong 74 family, grandseniors, seniors and juniors of 74 :)














we cool
















then today morning, we had friendly with vj. okay talking to jiawei online now and making him tell me that i played like shit.
okay today is officially the worst day i have ever felt while playing soccer. thinking about it brings tears to my eyes thats how bad it is :( okay thinking about it DOES make my tears come out haha sucks.
im sorry hcsoccergirls that my defending was like shit. really really really really really damn freaking shit.
when coach told me i was playing right back i got a shock. i couldnt process that in my mind for damnnnnnnn longgggggggggggggg. then i let in so many goals and i think i SUCK at defending i'm still wondering why he put me at right back :( :( :(
okay i really felt damn bad, at first it was okay, like i kept cheering on everyone after the few goals to not give up but after some time i couldnt take it i felt tears coming out alr im so sorry :(
i know the results are not that important but its not that, its that i felt like a damn horrible useless shit player on the pitch and i hardly feel that way, it reallyreallyreallyreallyreally sucks :'(
the game felt so long and i was tired, but i know i did give it alot running around. happy knees and butt i have now they're clucking and aching away happily.
can someone pls train me or something i really want to be a better playerrr :(:( i hate the way im feeling now you know :(
but hey,

just will says:
TRAIN HARD
Xian; life to love says:
YES WE CAN DO IT
Xian; life to love says:
then we DUI DE QI ZI JI YOU KNOW
Xian; life to love says:
(Y)
just will says:
YEAH
just will says:
JIAYOU!
Xian; life to love says:
:):)
Xian; life to love says:
okay next time everytime we see each other
just will says:
i shall run 4km everyday
Xian; life to love says: (9:27:55 PM)
we must remind each other to  TRAIN HARD haha
just will says: (9:27:55 PM)
we must say TRAIN HARD
Xian; life to love says:
HAHAHAH jinx
just will says:
NICE coincidence
Xian; life to love says:
whoohooo :)
just will says:
u r just lucky to b 0.1 sec ahead of me
Xian; life to love says:
omg, its the same time
Xian; life to love says:
hahahah

:)yeah, im gonna train hard. DO REMIND ME EVERY NOW AND THEN PLEASE.

went for team lunch later, then home, and town to dye my hair :(:(:( sucks man i havent seen black hair on my head for TWO YEARS and wthhhhh no more reddish brown gold hair :(:(:(
BLACK HAIR :(:( okay actually i dyed dark brown but, IT LOOKS VERY BLACK














i miss you hair hahaha that sounds quite stupid. BUT MY JIN MAOOOOOOOOOOO AHH
i realised im damn broke, maybe i can act in brokeback mountain or sthg hahaha

and shanti, we're pushing through together!

:)
9:11 PM