You know, i hate being pissed. I hate that feeling when i get pissed i get tears in my eyes cause that feeling really sucks and i'll feel like crying when im pissed cause i feel helpless and irritated :/
So please dont make me pissed. you know its not easy to get me pissed off, and even if i do, i try very hard not to show it.
but nvm i think i get okay quite fast :)

most of the times its rather funny, like when i took off my shoes and socks and put on my knee wrap and shin guards and long soccer socks and boots and walked to high school field and it started raining and i had to go back to class bench to take out my long socks and shin guards and boots and put my white socks and shoes back on.. some idiots laughed like shit -.- thanks for taking a video of me wearing shoes -.- and for kicking my boots in the central plaza -.- luckily they are HEI SE BLACK BLACK MUDDY BOOTS

had a nicenice talk with charis and someone who i realised stays near me aft physical trng today, and yeah, nobody in a team should give up :) we're team. I'LL PLAY WELL FOR OUR NEXT MATCH, NO MATTER WHO OUR OPPONENTS ARE, NO MATTER WHAT POSITION I PLAY (maybe other than goalie/ central defence PLSPLSPLS NONONONONONONO I'M MID/ATTACK) JIAYOU ME JIAYOU US

i'm tired.

sometimes all i needed was you.

You're looking for something you can't find
If you give it up you'll lose your mind
There's always something in your way
What can you say?
You're gonna have a good day


ouch

:)
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