i was really :@ at some point today, felt my blood boiling inside and was cursing and )#(*$)(#**!&#@*# thank goodness theres people like cheryl and sam around :)
gp was really funny when ms ng concluded "so dont have sex yet"
and sam went "its too late"
i started laughing like crap cos its damn funny and ended up getting niaoed "xian we know what you all did" and i went red argh hahaha
towned, laughed, ate, got nicenice red and white boots, talked
and dd told me the same thing i told hs :/

went to the hosp later, kinda sucks having to go there often and eat alone :( hope my grandpa gets discharged soon.
my grandma and grandaunt were talking about this man who was in the same ward as my grandpa, and how he passed away just a few days ago at the age of 71. he had cancer but he decided not to do anything about it anymore because i guess, he was tired. and on the day that he left, he asked for all his grandchildren and children to see him for one last time.
well.. my grandpa hasnt stopped talking about how he was gonna leave us. and id never in the world want that to happen. he's closer to me than my dad is, he's been there for me changing my diapers, driving me to school, and loving me ever since i was born. i dont think im able enough to deal with any loss of my loved ones right now. you can call that immature, but i know i cant handle that yet.

life is life and things will change, like scenes upon an actor's stage. tomorrow comes today for all we know :)

:)
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