disappointed with myself today :(
why are so many ppl asking me about it haha
in the hours that i played as a striker, what have i done for the team? what shit have you been playing xiannn. i didnt score any goals i didnt put any freaking ball into the net only some rather futile attempts zzz. coach said the attacking today looked quite good, but nonono xian
i did try but it just wasnt good enough i really really really wanted to score a goal for this team you know. come on xian season's in ten days :(
and if i play striker again which i prob will during season, i will pia like shit to put the ball into the opponent's goal.
i know some of us are disappointed again, we really wanted it so bad, but dont give up alright..
and dont look down on us, because we fought hard to get to where we are today.
haha thanks yingli, quote "god created earth in 7 ahaha u can do a lot in er 10!" its friends who keep me going most of the time

i shall be optimistic like what the guy with diarrhoea HAHA said :)
towned, watched the movie untraceable which was really.. exciting :x shopping is therapeutic, so is eating donuts and drinking water chestnut & sugar cane drink in the cinema. thanks for everything la :)

abs hurting, i think from laughing at sam haha

haiii my grandpas not feeling well, and just now i was in the room with him and grandma. he started talking about how he was gonna leave and how i must listen to my dad....... and i started tearing. there was this line in untraceable which went sthg like, "im good at alot of things, but not at losing my loved ones, im really bad at it" and its so true.

i shouldve started running,
a long long time ago