So yesterday was quite an emotional ride haha.
i think im an idiot sometimes, you know? okay, most of the time.
ive been overestimating myself all these while. it was a rude awakening that actually, im not who i perceived to be. and for that, i felt like an asshole idiot shit dumbass piece of crap because i must have really been a sucker in the process. im sorry whenever i acted like some stupid arrogant retard :(
for now, i hope we'll do well as one team for the rest of our matches. good fight today, esp the first half im proud of you guys :) sitting on the bench for half the game actually let me realise alot of flaws in my own character. but it also kinda empowered me to do even better on the field. thanks for everything my dear teammates, we'll do better, and im sorry for every ball i missed, that one stupid missed opportunity to shoot, and thank you for all the sweat you guys have put in.

Im really thankful to have some people i really love (and who are so nice to me) around. i cant imagine how lost and emo id be without you. people who stood by me and for all the words of encouragement and smses and all that. sometimes i really dont deserve you guys. but i love you all all the same :)
and afterall its true, emo xian just doesnt sound right.

oh and the next time someone asks me "can i have abit?" i'll look at that person with so much doubt, hahaha hongshen. but that was seriously quite funny my jaw dropped :O when i saw the ENTIRE freaking cone IN HIS MOUTH ahaha you all make my day! i own everyone at ji gor pak :D

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through

:)
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