i am only here because someone said: blog leh i want to read storybook
this place is now no longer an avenue for me to pen/type down my thoughts, but as a source of.. stories :O

haha okay hmmmz. some things once meant but dont anymore, some once meant so much and still do today. some of the friendships that i forged in these few years, i really hope they'll last because i know some of my friends are great. and i hope you guys will be strong cos i believe in you :}
this blog is getting rather public and i dont really want to post much private stuff anymore so yeah if you're someone i love you'd know anyway so whatever :}
i think i need to remove clutter from my head and be more positive and happy, not that im not (you know that i am genuinely happy haha) but yeah i know i have the productive capacity to .. achieve some imba joyous stage?? i always thought my inner equilibrium tends more towards the :)side. i think its like some multiplier effect (think econs hehe), when im happy i'll start being very happy with myself for being happy and this process continues until dunno, something makes me :(
cousins came to my place today and made such a din i was forced out of bed at 1pm :{ lunched together and even though they are extremely irritating i still love them :}

byebye!!!
(happy ending of your story okay haha) sam is my greatest oily jolly pill :}

:)
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