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Sit here and wait
Time passes by mercilessly
Tick tock no it's not gonna stop

Not gonna stop when you can't keep up
Not gonna pause when you drop down
Still going on; even if you can't hold on

Believed in my destiny; trusted in love
Knew that in my life
There'd be things so beautiful

Just wanted to live up to
All these expectations
Just thought I could do much more

Heads up don't you look back
Dont you give up when they come crashing down
No it ain't gonna bring you down
Nothing's gonna bring you down

Go ahead and show;
Shine
Got the power from what keeps me going on
You keep me going on

No title just what rushed through my puny brain today as I sat in the park at 1pm hahaha, was feeling too drained and tired. Leaving school early proved to be good cos i needed time to find my innerpeace and reorganise messy thoughts; so im all okay and charged now :} I know that in the end i'll just keep going on; you keep me going on --> WE CAN DO THIS

Fields of love

Running
With the wind blowing in our faces
Running
With the world in our eyes
Running
With hands clasped tight

On an open field
Green, endless
On a beautiful day
Shining, shimmering

Hand in hand
We’ll share our stories
We’ll laugh out loud
(tell me why)
Time passes by so comfortably
When you’re here with me

You gave me a kind of joy
No one else could –
Irreplaceable

I still wanna go running
On an open field
Hand in hand with you
‘Cause you gave me a kinda joy

On these fields
These fields of love

I still like it though, its a very different feeling reading it again :}

I think i get satisfied quite easily. just being with the people i love everyday makes me contented. but now im 18 and we're forced to make decisions about our future/ career. life kinda shocked me with the amount of responsibility i have with regards to my life that's in my hands now. how would i know what i wanna do with my life now seriously.. and ive come to a conclusion that alot of things are what we define them to be :}
so.. alot of things are up to us i dont know what it really means but this is what someone wrote to me before:

When worry & doubt surround you
Reframe your paradigm
Refocus your lenses
Reposition your strategy
Most importantly
Believe in yourself
Follow your heart
&
Live your dreams

its stupid how i see this on my wall everyday but fail to live it out, haha welll i know everyones tired but we're in this together :}
hold your head high heavy heart !!!!!!

:)
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