Last soccer match before prelims, a levels :} stamina sucks like shit, hyperventilated awhile into the game and it felt terrible my heart beat at like 200 beats per minute it was really scary. never felt such chest pains and the sensation of collapsing before hahaha i am usually a strong healthy rosy bouncy happy kid :}
its amazing... that i finally felt that magical feeling and put one ball into the back of the net after like 4mths, finally got that magical feeling you know its not like i played well but its like magic --> when i found myself there somehow and just kicked the ball and it just went into the back of the net and.. maybe its tyco but its also very magical. havent done that in a long time :} took pixxx with the coach and team will find them soonz
“That's the thing with magic. You've got to know it's still here, all around us, or it just stays invisible for you.”
-Charles de Lint

well everyones talking about their future, what they wanna study, where they wanna go and stuff. the future is.. ahead and sometimes i really dont want things to change and to happen because of the common fear of the unknown, and the fear that the bonds i have so painfully forged all my life/ these years would just disappear if not fade away, since we'd be separated physically when so many of us go overseas. and only time will tell, whatever the case is haha all the way!

"Courage, it would seem, is nothing less than the power to overcome danger, misfortune, fear, injustice, while continuing to affirm inwardly that life with all its sorrows is good; that everything is meaningful even if in a sense beyond our understanding; and that there is always tomorrow."
-Dorothy Thompson

:)
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