Today was great :)to sentosa with shanti.
Been thinking about stuff and all.. and i must say, i just want to stay optimistic. and yes, things do happen for a reason. i hope that at the end, people/myself will not regret the things we did.
as someone told me, We are not defined by our gifts or abilities, but by the choices we make. in a way, i do agree.
since things have happened the way they are, i'll go where this has taken me, and go for what i want. i guess what i wanted was always there all along. maybe its just a different approach, but with enough meaning(for me) and to achieve the kind of goals i want. but, i know this path will not be easy. its not a path that people around me would take. i really hope that i will not disappoint myself? there'll be obstacles ahead and i have to.. overcome them. sadly, theres no other option haha. i hope i'll emerge stronger, and better. and this time, i really hope i will be able to achieve what i set out to do. they shall not be pure ideals, but materialise into genuine, positive differences.

other than that, im sunburnt right now. shanti and i stayed in the sea at siloso beach for 3 hours until we turned into RED PRUNES hahaha. but it was good.. flowing with the tide and talking about stuff under the hothot sun. stayed around till night time and i must say, sentosa looks REALLY GOOD at night. shall get there sometime soon!
and.. we managed to find a fish in the sea (which really likes me it kept looking at/following me), caught it, and placed it in a cup. we wanted to release it back into the sea but by the time we looked into the cup again, it was gone.

dear ome-lette, we really hope you managed to find your way back to the sea.. sorry :(
well i would believe you did, because, before you get to the sea, you have to struggle in the sand. stay strong; ome.
before that we named the fish ome (oh-mee) because we didnt want the fish to be emo. therefore it is the opposite of emo, ome. and also, since it was called ome, we also decided to give it the surname lette. therefore, its full name is ome-lette.
and also, we had.. a sailor admirer who took pics with us in the sea :S it was weird.

dear friends, "when you want to make an omelette, you've got to break some eggs".
dear shanti, i genuinely hope you'll find joy, success, purpose in life; and stay strong. (:

i had a long talk with my brother today.. the longest we've had in years. and im really grateful to have him.. he gave me some assurance and a clear plan for myself. times like these im really glad for all the support. and i think that to me, relationships, family, friends mean so much to me because without them i am nothing. hopefully that would be.. good, haha alright, cheers to love&happiness. (:

dear boy sleeping in a tent/trench/in the middle of a forest, hope you're doing well! thanks for everything in this 1 year. happy anniversary my dearest olympig bb(:

:)
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