We're such taitais hahahaha. jia and i .. spent 2hrs at starbucks talking about life, another 2 hours at pepperlunch thinking of retarded stuff like opening a joint account HAHAHA. i think we were twins in our former lives (if theres such a thing).
we are so telepathic its SCARY. we jinxed each other at least 10 times today seriously, in our actions, speech and even thought. haha jia lucky you!!

well.. indeed things have taken much of a turn the past few months. theres nothing much left to say, other than the fact that this is life, and we carry on taking things in our stride. this is life; that is luck. for some, their fate is pretty much sealed. for others, though uncertain it may seem, might actually be an opportunity to look for better options and find their Heart's True Desire.
life is unexpected; life is a joke; life is not something i can fully comprehend given my maturity level today. but one day i might, i might. it could be through sharing, through giving, or through loving. when i sit on my rocking chair beside the Love of my Life 50, 60, 70 or even 80 years down the road, i hope i have lived and loved.
but one thing i believe, is that i (or maybe people) will only emerge stronger after every storm.
for the night is darkest just before the dawn.

besides that, i think im someone who uses more of my right brain than my left. today, i liken myself to.. the opposite of a sponge, whatever that is. and i dont know how long i can continue being one. i reckon its gonna be quite awhile, though i can say in the lightest tone "i'll give up soon". jason knows me all too well, he blasted, "yeah right you only say that but you'll never do that". with all due respect, i dont know if i should/would prove him wrong. they say promises are meant to be broken. i say no, they are not, its just that some things are beyond our control. but will you hold on? im pretty sure i will. however, whether or not that is Beauty in itself has lost its stand somewhere in this world (to me).. or my puny brain.
things are beyond our control, we'll see that better only when we think of ourselves as mere living things on a big blue planet.

like what i told jia.. i hope i could sing really well, play the guitar smoothly, and stun the world as a hot singer-songwriter. i dreamed a dream in days gone by; when hopes were high and life worth living. :)
I dreamed that love would never die

:)
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