Friday, July 10, 2009

Once upon a time, there was a monkey. It saw a bottle with its favourite food inside and reached its hand in. The bottle was shaped like a bottleneck, and the monkey couldn't pull his hand out while holding onto his favourite food. But it refused to let go, it refused to let go. Until then, a hunter came along and gone was the monkey.

I trust that i will have the maturity to do what i should do when the time is ripe. you will see the optimistic me that i am, although once in awhile i have my emo times, but it'll be hard for many of you to catch me then. Im trying my best to stay strong, and to be as cheerful as i can be. There are many reasons, and many people who help me in achieving that, and to these people, i love you guys :)

The squashers stayed over at my place ytd, and we had loads of fun eating Mcdelivery haha! Stayed up late to do something.. and woke up early this morning for a swim and tanning session :) thanks for being a very important part of my life in Nanyang, throughout jc, and i believe, for the rest of my life. we will be alwaez_frenz aunties hahaha

Later, went for my guni og outing hahaha its great to have a new bunch of cool friends! we had dimsum buffet at yum cha haha.. coupled with loads of laughter and lameness. Next week, we're gonna have another outing in school hahahahaha!
joel: come to school and ask me if you wanna know abt bidding and all..
xian: but i have nthg much to ask haha
joel: its okay we can check out the canteens
thats how cool we are 8) and anw theres gonna be a post camp party and another mahjong session at my place soon :D

Then, came Ice age3 with my dear friend, followed by Marche and our salad and rosti :)

There are too many things that i have, which makes me not dare to ask for more. i am truly blessed to be who i am today. i have my pains, i have had terrible experiences and yes i am far beyond perfect. but if someone were to give me a choice, i would choose to be me all over again. i would walk down the paths i have chosen (or which fate has thrust me), even if these paths may be littered with pricks, needles or even lava. and through the pain i have felt, through the smiles i have beamed, i learnt about life. i have experienced so many emotions, they have penetrated me as deeply as they have penetrated Morrie. i will learn to detach, for i have given my all. sometimes happiness is about having a bad memory. i'll keep the good ones within me, and yes, carry that faith and burning spark.

To give the people i love all the warmth i can, and knowing when, my fire needs to be extinguished.


:)
10:54 PM


LIVE LIFE

Xian
1. Keep loving and giving to my loved ones.
2. Be strong in the face of adversity.
3. Learn a new language.
4. Travel on every continent (except Antarctica).
5. Complete my Master's degree.