Today was eggciting and awwwesum (HAHA guess who i got this from) :D we laughed so much today it was really ORHSUM!
Love my friends loads ahaha we ought to meet up more often. poor helen, we totally found joy in her traumatising experience. times like these, i would want to live all over again. moments like these, tell me just how blessed and happy i am. :)

Today i read our Ethics introduction while on my way to meeting jeremy after tuition. it sparked off some thinking in my puny brain. and i say.. i hope i have the stated morals to do what is morally permissible.

Im really grateful to have so many ORHSUM friends around. since primary school days, i got along well with different crowds and i remember how we cried so hard knowing that we're gonna part after psle. in sec2, i remember how emotional everyone was during choral night, how i loved everything crazy we did in those 2 years. in sec4, i made friends who will be with me for the rest of my life. in nanyang squash, i found soulmates and confidantes, in people of my age as well as my juniors and seniors. i found the most beloved coach and friend. even outside of squash and class, i found (most probably) the best friend of my life, the crazy tiffany who i will love all my life and who will love me as much. i remember jiaoda and how memorable the 2weeks were. when i hear the song sex bomb and mai ke feng, all the sweet memories still give me an adrenaline rush! kyuushu days were so cooooool and thats when i met carol that sick but kindest doctor, and got closer to PIBM the retard.

In hwachong, i must say that i kept many of my good friends from secondary school days. but now that there are males, i made another bunch of great friends. i dont think i'll need to name them because its pretty obvious. among these friendships, there are so many i can see will last me till old age lol!
just look at the kyuushuers.. we havent met up like this for 3 years. but all it takes is a simple lunch and coffee at starbucks to spark off high decibel laughter and wide grins.

I dont know if im boasting, well maybe i am, but im really proud of the fact that in just 19 years of my life, i have met such awesome friends who have stood by me through the rain and storm. I know that im gonna make some more great friends, i can already sense their presence. Whatever it is, thank you friends. all along i always thought i tried my best to be a great friend as well. and you can say that im lucky, because i never had much problems with friendships. but that is why when i face one now, i dont know how to handle it other than by keeping mum. whatever it is, im sure things will work out. they always do.

I've come to realise how selective i can be (in a good sense). how i only remember all the happy sweet memories and more often than not, leave those unpleasant ones at the back of my mind. until something/someone triggers it haha. but either way, i have also realised how greedy i am (and i will not tell you why i think so :D). i for one, know why im greedy. but being greedy doesnt mean im not happy because i am! gratitude is key, baby.

You use the means to achieve the ends. I have found my ends, and i'll see that there are several means to achieving them. somehow i got a feeling i tumbled upon my destiny. :)
Malvolio: "Be not afraid of greatness: some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon 'em."
I would like to believe that i will achieve greatness. well even if i dont, i believe life has somehow, thrown me into the fire and thrown the weight of greatness on my shoulders.

did venus blow your mind?
YUP!

:)
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