Monday, January 04, 2010
I suddenly feel swarmed.. there's so much to do and haha, school hasnt started. cors bidding today was just screwed. the saving grace was talking to jeremy at macs abt religion and our dreams. and watching ppl play squash. soccer training, lunch, buy cake, meeting, chiong for fourers gathering tmr. squash trainings, friendlies, competition, joining ivp, nefmq, usc.
my grandfather's health is deteriorating and i feel so.. useless. its the new year and one of my new year resolutions is to be optimistic. come on xian. i just heard abt dad's company and .. i really hope the year will be awesome.
and why am i so busy sometimes i just want time for myself. times like these i hope my busy-ness aint for no reason. theres an opportunity cost when you choose one over another.. something i always forget.
all the riches in the world can never buy you a love that runs deeper than bones. i love my family very, very much.