Sunday, January 10, 2010

So much has been going on, its been crazy! went all over singapore getting stuff today, like kettle, chair, dustbin, broom, and all the random stuff that my mum grandma and grandaunt forced me to get hahaha. it's hard to explain how i feel, shifting into hall and all. i'm pretty eggcited abt tmr, going to ikea with 0.5 and shopping on tues HAHA! but it's like.. i know i'll miss home.
i know at some point of time i'll look at the pic of my grandparents that im gonna paste on the wall and start tearing. my grandfather's health has been getting worse and watching him age, watching his health deteriorate.. hurts more than anything else. i can't put into words how much i love him. deep down i'm so scared of losing him, and it makes me tear every single time. today i lay on my grandparents' bed and i just felt how i did when i was in primary school and when i still slept with them. i will never forget the story he told me about how my grandmother chased after him (with a big group of girls) and he slipped and fell over a rock, and my grandma caught him -- and they got married. it makes me laugh and cry at the same time.
and moving into hall.. i'll miss them very much, i know my grandma will miss me like crap. they've all visited my room too. my dad mum grandaunt grandma uncle auntie and 2 cousins helped me shift my stuff haha it was really cute, and i appreciated it so much :) somehow it makes moving into hall much harder than i initially thought. and somehow it makes me realise that home is the best, and is where i will always belong. :')

I wanted to blog abt the Europe trip, it was so awesome. but i guess i'll leave that in my drafts. and as for my new year resolutions, i've quite a few.. first up on the list is to be optimistic whee!!! another would be to keep loving and spend more time with my grandparents and family. of course i also wanna be stronger, more sociable, more active and not be so stoned and lost at times. i know i'm quite lousy in a few aspects and hehe.. i hope i'll learn to draw the line better!

Jem said that i'm a hero, that i will create history, for being the first idiot to take 4usp and 2econs mods.
Terence said he seriously wishes me luck (and he's never serious HAHA).
Twin says, good luck and i'm gonna die.
Bean asks, are you gna be the busiest person in nus?

I think i might but.. sianzzz all for it. i had choices and i made them. i decided to pia through this sem like a crazy mad dog. and i know that i'll emerge maybe a different person after this sem. i hope it's for the better. and i know there's nothing i cannot handle (at least in my uni life) after this sem!!!! GO GO GO !!!

My neighbours in raffles hall are pretty awesum too, everyone around's so friendly, it's quite fun when strangers just say hi to you.. and the process of making lifelong friends just start all over again. I'm talking to tiff and i miss her so much but i know we're both so happy where we are, doing what we love and that we'll always be friends forever heheheh.

This is gonna be the time of my life. The journey beings in 2 mins :) 11012010 here i comeeee!!
and it's amazing how 3years have flown past, this year that i looked to.. 2010. :}


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11:58 PM


LIVE LIFE

Xian
1. Keep loving and giving to my loved ones.
2. Be strong in the face of adversity.
3. Learn a new language.
4. Travel on every continent (except Antarctica).
5. Complete my Master's degree.