Thursday, October 28, 2010

there is one word about me being a leader, that i think i've done in the past and am doing now. that word is sacrifice.
i just hope that at the end of it all, the sacrifice will be worth it.

it's my belief that i should be there for people, to show that i care and am involved. sacrifice explains why i can be sick and sniffing, yet bother to wake up early to go to school on a one hour bus ride that left me feeling like i was going to faint and vomit, just to pass someone something. sacrifice explains why i dragged my sick body all over nus trying to attend all the meetings that i can, when i have different meetings at 1pm, 2pm, 4pm, 6pm, 6.15pm in nus and 7.30pm at city hall. sacrifice explains why i was the only one to stay back till 10pm when i still gotta be in school early the next day.

there are times i experience bouts of self doubt; i know that it's a learning process and i'm still growing in this experience. but sometimes i can't help but simply question. i really hope i'm good enough! no matter what, i tell myself that at least i'm trying and maybe, doing my best. what's important is this: believing in what you're doing, and i hope that at the end of the journey, it will all be worth it. and that i will not lose sight of what matters.

i need to buy my grandpa his socks. :)

one in a million once in a lifetime

ANDAND i really miss you shanti tiffany and lilong so glad you guys are finally coming back soon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


:)
11:48 PM


LIVE LIFE

Xian
1. Keep loving and giving to my loved ones.
2. Be strong in the face of adversity.
3. Learn a new language.
4. Travel on every continent (except Antarctica).
5. Complete my Master's degree.