Gong gong has been hospitalized again, yesterday he still looked pretty rosy and energetic in the ward. oh and he's in the same ward as the one he'd been in in March, except that it's two beds away.. so yesterday we accompanied him to A&E and subsequently he got warded. checked his blood, it was okay, checked his excretory system &stuff and today they said it's okay as well. he went for a brain scan this afternoon, results should be out tomorrow and if all is well he'll be coming home soon.

I'm not sure what to make of it if the doctors find that all is well/not well.. if all is well, but he is still feeling uncomfortable then? but at the same time i hope he'll be fine too.

So nowadays i keep harbouring the idea of going back to london in december, and i think of how life would have been completely different had i gone to sweden.. but at the same time, i know i would feel terrible knowing that my grandpa is in the hospital while i was out playing in the snow. we live by our choices.

Saw this quote somewhere before, "We are not defined by our gifts or abilities, but by the choices we make" - very often, happiness is a choice.

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11:25 PM